I’m still alive!

I wonder, would I be able to make it through this semester?
Every Monday to Friday, start out at 7.30am, come back at 7.30pm. By the time I reach home, I’m already so tired and have no mood at all to do anything, no appetite to eat, let alone study…


No progress in studies:

I don’t know how to face Thermodynamik this semester, it’s gonna be a tough one…

I still have Werkstoffkunde 2, the subject that I dropped in previous semester, the subject I dislike most, and the professor is well-known to be very strict in exam…

I have been skipping my Mathe 3 class since the very beginning of the semester, hehe, planned to learn on my own since it’s more effective than attending the class, but so far I haven’t done anything yet…

Electrotechnik, well, the professor is kinda cute, lol. =D He is nyanyuk one la, there was an incident: While he was writing on the blackboard, one of the student asked some question, so he turned around and walked up to the student, and answered the question to the person sitting right next to the student. It was the funniest scene I have ever seen. =P

Konstruktion 3, there’s this big project that needs to be completed, but that project is my favourite! Right now I’m very busy because of this project…

TM3 shouldn’t be hard, though I haven’t done a single exercise yet…

DV2 - Programming 2, shouldn’t be a problem, as it’s the only subject that I can understand without much learning =D

Last but not least, Japanisch 2! I don’t really have much time for this extra subject actually, but I’m gonna score this time again!


Counting all in, I have 8 subjects altogether, and it’s a lot, because normally one semester have only 6 subjects, no wonder my timetable is so packed! As if I don’t know that already, haha…
Haiz, I’m starting to regret taking so much subjects in one go, the burden is so so heavy, but I have to, and I’m already halfway through, I shouldn’t give up now right? Just a little bit more, and everything will be over eventually, just a little bit more…

Enough complaining. From now on, I’m will give in my full effort!

Hmm, I only have one month left, is it a bit too late now?
NO!! Never say too late! It’s never too late to do anything!

That’s the spirit!

Decision

I hate to make decision, especially important one

Feeling sad and confused...

Been flipping coins in the past few days...

I don't know what to do anymore...

I don't want to hurt anyone...

Hurt myself again, and it's not the 1st time anymore...

Can anyone help me?

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3 weeks ago

It's been 3 weeks since the class started...
Life's been pretty busy since the holiday ended, I barely have the time to breathe!
What did I do during the holiday??

Ah yes, I went to a 10 days trip to east Europe, Poland and Hungary to be exact. Kinda strange to think of it, of all the places, I actually choose to go there and not France or Italy. (I have been staying for 1 year in Germany and yet still haven't visit her neighbour France, lolz)

It was rather fun actually to go to places that not many people go. There are not many Asian there, so basically you can imagine that we are the only Asian in the whole city at that time, and it feels great! The things there are pretty cheap, very much like Malaysia, with several so-called the biggest shopping complex in Central Europe that are on par with Malaysia's shopping mall. That's why I bought a lot of stuff! Hehe, I have bought a pair of good quality trekking shoes, a pair of jeans, a jacket and a shirt. Perhaps for a girl this is considered nothing, but for me it's what I can buy in a year, so it's really considered a lot for me. =D The exchange rate for Poland's currency is 4:1 compare with Euro. So it felt almost like using Ringgit Malaysia there, haha. The Hungary's exchange rate is about 240:1, when I exchanged 50 Euro I get like about more than 10 thousand, the amount is very scary man, lolz.

I almost forgot. We went to a place called Zakopane. It's a small town that lies in a large valley between the Tatra Mountains and Gubałówka Hill. It is informally known as "the winter capital of Poland". It is the most important Polish center of mountaineering and skiing, and is visited annually by some three million tourists. I learned ski there (finally!) for the 1st time! =P It was very hard to learn ski on your own, that's what I did, and I failed miserably. Lolz. I think I fall down more than 50 times before I gave up. So I ended up taking up an one-hour ski course and tada... I can ski! I never fell down anymore after taking the course, it's such a big difference between before and after, hehe. The course isn't that expensive anyway since it's in Poland, hehe, if I were to learn it in Germany, it would have cost a bomb. Anyway, previously I have fall in love with ski, now I'm deeply in love with it. I would love to go ski again!

We came back just 2 days before the class started again. And, I lost 2 of my camera's memory cards. That's why there's no picture of my trip this time. Very sad indeed. But still, it's a very enjoyable trip. I would love to go to Poland again. It can be regarded as a temporary replacement of Malaysia's shopping mall, hehe. And most importantly, there's Zakopane! During the summer time it's a good place for hiking too! Maybe my next summer's target. =D

Last Saturday night I went to Stuttgart and sing karaoke with friends, and then play mahjong throughout the night without sleep (again) at Esslingen. Yesterday came back Mannheim and felt like my body don't belong to me. Had a hair cut by Jian Nong yesterday and basically now I have a square head. =D





Today, well, I'm sick, down with a running nose. I guess it's due to what I did on Saturday night, Teehee. Now, I feel really sleepy. That's all for today. =P

Life after exam

After exam, went straight away to Esslingen to find Pau and the others. That night is Friday the 13th, a bad day considered by some, but a good one for me. So we played mahjong! =D

I’m a beginner here. Hehe. We became crazy and played throughout the night, till around 6.30am. Lolz. Have a few hours of sleep before taking train back to Mannheim again.

The next day, 14th Feb, it’s Valentine’s Day! We had a potluck at Hafenstraße, the place where I stayed. There were altogether around 20 people trying to fit into a kitchen that is only meant for 10. This is how it looks like. =P

There were Chinese food, Malay food, Indian food and Thai food. Basically it’s Asian potluck.

The symbol of Asian: Chinese, Malay, Indian and Thai!

Guess who is this??

At first I thought that not many people would come as its Valentine’s Day and those couples preferred to be berdua-dua. But many people come after all. Hehe. This potluck has its purposes, first being celebrating the end of exam weeks. Yeah! Second, it is to welcome the juniors to Germany. Last but not least, it’s Valentine’s Day!


After potluck and finish cleaning up the dishes, the juniors and several other people went back home while the Hafen people stayed. Guess what we did? Hehe. We played the police and killer game!




It’s a game where each of us takes a card. Depends on what card we picked, three of us would be the police, the doctor, and the killer, while the rest would be citizen. It was a lot of fun. Chan Yhan managed to break all the records, first being the killer who killed himself and second being the killer who is nabbed in the first round. Lolz. We played Taboo as well. Keke.

I nominated Kuiz as the best pengacara and best actor of the day. Lolz. It’s really great and fun to have him around. We played till around 3am that night.

Finish? Not yet!!


The next day, we had dim sum breakfast!!! We ate at around 3pm, so its tea time actually. Teehee. It really needs some time to prepare chee cheong fun, loh mah kai and you tiao, but it doesn’t matter, because it’s just great to be able to taste these delicacies in Germany.







That's how life in Germany should be! =D

Chinese New Year 2009!

It's Chinese New Year already! So I told my friend from Greece that yesterday is CNY. He asked me how I'm gonna celebrate it, and I reply back ,"by preparing my exam?" Oh, man, what a miserable CNY... Exam is in one week time. How time flies!

I just had my Japanese test today. Other people are busy preparing for their exam, and I'm busy studying Japanese, which in fact is actually just an optional subject. This is what people called "buntut gatal". Teehee. I'm gonna d... Opps, forgot it's CNY! That word is forbidden!

In order to study, I have been drinking a lot of coffee, draining off my life at the same time. Today, I feel that I'm about to drain off the last drop of my life... So tired. I promise myself that I will stop drinking coffee for 2 months right after exam. =D

Here's a photo of my cute little niece!!




This is the only photo that I have of her as I can only see her through webcam. If only I can be right beside her...... She must be having a nice and warm CNY there. How wonderful. I have been unable to contact my family, guess they are too busy to use msn? Hope anyone of them will get online soon! Suddenly I just miss my family terribly much.

Be grateful, for those of you who are warm this CNY and together with your family and loved ones. Be grateful too, for those of you who are missing out your family, because it's what makes you treasure them more. =D

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!

I have a niece!

Woohoo! I just became an uncle two days ago, yeah! Congrats to my sis and sis-in-law! I haven't got the chance to see my newborn niece yet, will get the chance to see her through webcam soon, really can't wait. =D I have already bought a pair of new shoes for her even though she still can't walk. Teehee... Hope my family will receive my package before chinese new year.

Exam is just around the corner. Can't laze around anymore, have to study! Ok byebye! Wish my newborn niece healthy and chubby. =P

My 21st Birthday

My 21st birthday was exactly a month ago, so basically I'm celebrating my 21st full month today, like a new-born baby's full month =P

Anyway, here's the story of what happened on the December 12th (a day before my birthday):

I came home at around 6pm and felt really really tired, have been busy doing my project in school. Etong said Jian Nong will cook dinner, and will call when finish cooking, so I wait lor... While waiting, a thought crossed my mind, "They seems to be kinda secretive these few days. Are they planning something for my birthday? Hmm..." Then suddenly I heard a group of people talking very loudly outside downstairs, and with all those "lah" behind each sentences, I knew straight away that they were talking Malaysian Chinese! I quickly ran to the window and looked out, trying to see who they are. Too bad they were already too far away for me to recognize their faces. Some Malaysian friends who came to visit? I couldn't care less because my stomach started to growl. At around half past 8, Etong finally called me.

Etong opened the door for me and I headed to the kitchen while thinking, "Jian Nong and Etong must have cooked something special for me, hehe." I opened the door of the kitchen, and the kitchen was pitch dark and silent. The only warning I got is a red flash, and in the next moment I was overwhelmed by flashes from camera and voices of many people singing happy birthday song to me! WAO! I was really surprised and terharu! I never thought that so many people will come, especially the guys from Esslingen and Offenburg, which are so far away from Mannheim. This is my 1st ever birthday party, as I have never had a birthday party before back in Malaysia. Guys, I'm really touched this time, huhu...

At the party were Jingxin, Daniel, Qihao, Pau, Xiang Yu, Theng2, Chan Jhan, Meilina, Vlynn, Anam and Brintha. Thanks a lot guys!! And I would like to thank Etong and Jian Nong for throwing this party for me. This party at the same time is also a gathering for all ALG 9 chinese, and seriously, it's really been a long time since we have such a gathering. So wonderful...

Such a wonderful birthday cake!!!

I was stepping into the kitchen.

Daniel and me.

Jian Nong the cook. =D

Daniel and Qihao

Wah! So much of food!

Here comes the cupcakes!

Lolz!

It was such a wonderful night. Again, thanks a lot guys for everything!!!