Keep moving forward

I have been kinda moody since yesterday. Have been thinking a lot since the trip back from Paris. Thinking about what have been, what could have been, what can be and what will be. There's still so many things that I worry about, so many problems unsolved. I feel so lost again, can't see what lies ahead, I just want to crawl back into my bed and sleep throughout the whole day, running away from reality.




2 years ago, if I didn't choose to come to Mannheim, I won't be able get to know with so many people in Mannheim. Got Jian Nong, Meilina, Jhan Yhan, Kuiz, Sin Mei, Big Mouth, Wei Xiang, Wei Chieak, Chung Huan, Vlynn, Phoon, Siew Tee and so many others. I just didn't realize how fast time flies in just a blink of eyes.

Back to 4 and a half years ago, if I didn't get the JPA scholarship, I won't be here in Germany at all, and I won't be able to get to know with Etong, Jing Xin, Kai Chiat, Ying Jo, Yinnin, Qi Hao, Daniel, Pau, Xiang Yu, Theng2 and etc... I really miss the time back in INTEC, where we had a lot of fun and get crazy together.




Time just can't turn back, isn't it?

Die beste Zeit ist schon vorbei!


I came back from Paris to find out that the figurine I bought from Disneyland is broken. Haiz... very sad...




I hate losses, I don't like the feeling of losing something precious. I remember how I lost 2 of my memory cards back in Poland last time with all the precious memorable pictures inside. I even remember how my wallet with 300 euro got stolen back in Madrid. I remember many of my friends back in Malaysia, how I eventually lost contact with them because of my laziness to keep in touch. Maybe, someday in the future I will meet them again... Hopefully...


Time flies so fast, people go in and out of my life. I just don't want to miss the chance to tell these people how much they meant to me. I really cherish and appreciate you all from the bottom of my heart. And last but not least, I love my family the most!



I don't really want my moodiness to affect the people around me. So I think it's better if I just swallow up all the feelings. There's no reason for anyone else to get gloomy just because of me. So I will just look forward and keep moving. That's the way to go!





Keep moving forward!